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-Not for anyone. Not for anything. Not for any reasons.-

I had a lot to say but I let to much time passed between my heart and the sound of my voice. Seem like the way to touch my dreams is running away. Cause everything inside it never comes out right. I forgot to think about me. I forgot to tell the truth. I forgot the lie. There is a sound inside my head that tells me to let it go. That's what I am doing right now. Just letting life shows me the way. I have been hurt once and I will continue to have lot of scars in my life. I'm not the only one. And when I hear my heart crying for all these reasons it makes me want to die, but it also make me want to continue fighting just to proove that I'm not a weak person. I am sorry, not for you, not for him, not for her. I am sorry for all that time I lost turning around myself, trying to understand, to find the reason why. I must admit sometimes I get lost in my head. I try to imagine. I know I should not. This is why I'll stop right now. There's nothing or nobody in this world that reserves so much time, so much tears, so much smile, so much attention...so much hate...so must frustrations. There's no way to forget the past. There is no way to stop living the present. There is no way to deny the futur. So right now, I wont cut the wings that remembers me. I know. I know too well the how memories are living in my head. One day. I'll continue this way. One day. I swear it . Just to see the reaction. To get out all what was inside. Inside there is something that hurts. It hurt so bad. There is nothing to say about it. There is no explication to give to anyone. Just enought time in a life to get all this better. Now I stop loosing time.This is a promess...like so much before...but that one...that one I can feel it.

# Posté le mardi 01 janvier 2008 12:28

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